I was at a house. I realized there.
I had a dream a few nights ago.
I was having sex with a girl in a cheerleader outfit in my old bathroom in Sunland. As soon as we finished, she had a miscarriage. I had a miscarriage. The baby was split in half, half in her, half in me. I urinated the half baby out of me, a single colored deformed blob of flesh was in the toilet. I flushed the toilet. I realized I could never tell one of my best friends about this moment.
The girl I was having sex with has the same name as the girl I first had sex with.
The cheerleader outfit relates to a girl I want to have sex with, who is a cheerleader.
The miscarriage represents a girl I could have had sex with, who was having a miscarriage when I first met her.
This led me to a string of conclusions:
We rely on untruths
We 'need' to find the truth
Our faces are dictating who we are
Constantly living lies
there is no truth because we are lying to ourselves
why did we do what we did?
Unsure
there is no cycle
human race is an amplified human brain that rely on untruths.
Everything is half true, since we cannot judge things by their own solipsistic views on existence.
Sunday, March 7, 2010
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